the PRINCESS in me.

Sunday, August 31, 2008

yup.... you read it right...

im not a man-hater or something... but i am very weary of men...

asking why?

i love being in my comfort zone, and i love being safe... having a new man in my life would make me risk many things... my freedom, my time... my family and my friends... i cant afford to lose my loved ones for the man i will love..

now, will i choose friendship over love?

maybe yes, maybe no... but most likely? a big YES!

i live to have friends, not lovers..

i dont collect men just to be popular..

i can be ME, even without a boy's name in my inbox..

im independent, and no way can lovelife ever stop me from reaching my dreams....

love from the princess who's not prepared for a boyfriend... *wink*

i have much friends in the Org now...i have fun just chatting away with them.. or simply playing PrimeSuspect with ate venus or texting with cza val aster and winnie... or bonding with Gellie...

i have fun hugging ate bien or ate mhapz... or talking with ate chie..

inshort.,, i have fun being a caducean!!!

hey hey... know what? i had so much fun with my Caduceus family earlier..

they were very accommodating.. i love them.. i love the photoshoot, thanks to Kuya Richard and Ate Rochie.. me and my co-apprentices were very happy to be with them..

at McDonald's I met sir Gian., mam kate's hubby. all of us had much fun talking about the Org and our organization's future plans..

by the way.. mum and dad is back...

im really disappointed about not having to go to Baguio... I miss my brother so much it makes me wanna cry... by the way..

im mae lyn caberte...
you can call me mae for short..
im simple..
but i have lots of ambitions... (really)
i have lots of dreams for my family..
i love eating sweets, especially white chocolates.. hehe
i love all of my mom's cooking.. especially the caldereta.. yummy..
i want to be a doctor someday..
i love singing, because it's a family hobby.. im still trying to learn how to play the guitar..
i love writing poems, stories, letters.. dont be surprised if i have an envelope in hand on my friends' birthdays.. i give them letters all the time!
i love travelling and i want to set foot on London someday..
i hate hypocrites, bootlickers and the kind..
i love Winnie the Pooh and his(?) friends..
im very friendly, and i love my friends very much.. (true..)
i dont like being matched with somebody.. (makes me feel like a prostitute) hehe
i have the wildest trips around..
i am ''pasaway''
im kikay..
sometimes maldita, sometimes angel-like..
all of my friends say I'm really unpredictable.. yes,i am.. *wink*
i love adventures..
i love being alone,, im sosyalera.. but not much..
my ideal guy is someone kind, someone who will love me as me.. someone who will never let me fall, and will treat me like his princess.. i dont want someone who will die for me.. i want someone who will hold my hand til the day i die..
some say im tough but inside me lies a very sensitive little girl: carefree, ambitious and childish.. i never dreamt to become amous. i just want my family and friends to have the best things in life.. hurt my loved ones and prepare for torture!!
as i sit in front of this computer I see myself as a fully-grown rose, a beautiful butterfly, a masterpiece of our Lord. but as each flower endures the scorching heat of the sun, or the stong gales of the cruel wind, or the strong outpour of the rain; or as each butterfly is endangered by the hands of naughty children during metamorphosis, I stand in strength.. and i learn and grow through bad times, through the challenges i encounter, through the people who think i am not orthy of love and care, through madness, through the bittersweet truths of life..
i am mae lyn, a child, a daughter, a student, an aunt, a sister, a best friend, a member, a crying shoulder..
im proud of myself, and forever, i will be ME..
-pinkprincess007-